Beautiful Chaos

Caterina.

The woman who took possession of my heart from the first moment I saw her. I gave it to her willingly, because I knew she would always treasure it, just as I would cherish hers. The vows we shared, I took seriously. For years, she was the sole reason I breathed.

But then tragedy struck. Something happened that I never expected. My love for Cat never wavered, despite the darkness that touched our lives.

Scarlett.

The woman I met by accident. She became a temptation I couldn’t ignore and would never be able to give up. She tugged at the strings still attached to my heart, threatening to rip it from Cat’s grasp and to take it for her own.

Now I’m split between the two. Loving one keeps the light on in my ever darkening world and fills the void of sadness. Loving the other shrouds me in shadows, threatening to consume me, but giving me something I can’t live without.

Choosing between them is impossible, so I’ll keep them both.

Even if it damns me to hell.